23.7.09 ♥
♥ 10:52 PM
today i went out with baby :DDDDD LOVELOVE!
i met baby at orchard today (: accompanied him t far east to buy a cap. thn went t ion, cineleisure. watched 'FIGHTING'.
baby's really sweet (: and we took neoprint!! after tmr, i will look at the neoprint whenever i miss him.
had dinner at sakura international buffet. we ate a lot a lot! haha thn i encountered something embarrassing ://
baby thn accompanied me home. time really flies. i really dont wanna go home, i dont wanna leave baby. but i had no choice. i cried on baby's shoulders. i know it's only 2 weeks. but im so used t meeting him everyday. i couldnt bear t not see him even for a day. moreover this time, it's 2 weeks. and we can only talk on the phone at night. baby can no longer be there for me 24/7. when im down, i can only text him, cant call him anymore. and even if i text him, he also cant reply ): ): ):
im really very down, baby im gonna miss you soooooooooo much )':
trust me, i love you. i miss you ):
Though we've only been together for 3 months, but i must admit that i have fallen deeply. i remembered vividly that initially, i was telling myself not t fall so deep and so fast, cause we've only known each other for 2weeks. im so afraid that you were just toying with my feelings and if i really fall deep, i will be hurt deeply. i dont wanna get hurt ): but i really couldnt control. everyone can see that im falling deep. MOs, dearest, darling, berber. all of them have been warning me. they wanna protect me from getting hurt. But i couldnt help it. and baby, i can see that you have started to be committed in this r/s. In the past, you wont really care much about me. i couldnt feel that you love me a lot. but now i really can. i remembered you telling me not t be committed in this r/s. at that point of time, i was really upset. it made me feel like, you are not serious about me and dont want me t be committed. but now, you want me to be 100% committed. can see that you have fallen in love with me (: haha. but why at this time ? when both of us have fallen deep, gotten t know each other better, so used t each other, then you have t go into army ): ): ): it is really gg t hit me badly. im so used t calling you when im having my break time. im so used t seeing you wait for me outside my school gate. im so used to meeting you for dinner. im so used t chatting on the phone with you till 2am or 3am plus. im so used t giving you morning call, telling you, 'good morning baby, i missyou
baby, it is really hard t kick off this habit. it is a good habit for me, and you. baby idk what t do. even after 2weeks, we can only meet during weekends. from monday t thurs, i cant call you as and when i like. when im sad, you wont be there for me anymore. baby i need you, badly ): it really hurts me badly to see you cry so badly today. it really fucking hurts. when you tell me, 'baby you must take good care of yourself k', it hurts so badly. it feels as though you were gg t leave me. whenever i nearly trip, lucky your hand is thre t grab hold of me. w/o you, idk i will trip how many times ):
BABY )':
i will honour my words and fulfill all the promises that i've made.
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