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Labels: baby i just need you so so so so badly

baby, you're so fortunate to have so many good friends who are willing t help you and take care of me (:
friends mean a lot t me.
MONGS, MOs, dearest, berber, darling <3

today is the third day. i miss baby ttmotm ):
MO YAN LING, ENDURE! counting down to 10 more days and baby will be booking out! :D

yesterday twin came over t my house and study. was rather productive (: after that LX and boss came over and we played mahjong. won 15bucks! haha. thn at night twin accompanied me for dinner. htht! lovelove (:
thn after that i met dearest, thn we went t pasir ris and chill. htht again ^^
reached home at around 2am. sorry baby :x
on the way home, saw this indian guy peeing in the middle of the road. thn when we walked past, he still shout at us, wtf -.-


rotted at home today. studied! super guai today. chatted with baby on the phone for almost an hour today! WOOOOOOOOOOS :D
baby, you're my source of motivation every night (:

today i went out with baby :DDDDD LOVELOVE!
i met baby at orchard today (: accompanied him t far east to buy a cap. thn went t ion, cineleisure. watched 'FIGHTING'.
baby's really sweet (: and we took neoprint!! after tmr, i will look at the neoprint whenever i miss him.
had dinner at sakura international buffet. we ate a lot a lot! haha thn i encountered something embarrassing ://

baby thn accompanied me home. time really flies. i really dont wanna go home, i dont wanna leave baby. but i had no choice. i cried on baby's shoulders. i know it's only 2 weeks. but im so used t meeting him everyday. i couldnt bear t not see him even for a day. moreover this time, it's 2 weeks. and we can only talk on the phone at night. baby can no longer be there for me 24/7. when im down, i can only text him, cant call him anymore. and even if i text him, he also cant reply ): ): ):
im really very down, baby im gonna miss you soooooooooo much )':

trust me, i love you. i miss you ):

Though we've only been together for 3 months, but i must admit that i have fallen deeply. i remembered vividly that initially, i was telling myself not t fall so deep and so fast, cause we've only known each other for 2weeks. im so afraid that you were just toying with my feelings and if i really fall deep, i will be hurt deeply. i dont wanna get hurt ): but i really couldnt control. everyone can see that im falling deep. MOs, dearest, darling, berber. all of them have been warning me. they wanna protect me from getting hurt. But i couldnt help it. and baby, i can see that you have started to be committed in this r/s. In the past, you wont really care much about me. i couldnt feel that you love me a lot. but now i really can. i remembered you telling me not t be committed in this r/s. at that point of time, i was really upset. it made me feel like, you are not serious about me and dont want me t be committed. but now, you want me to be 100% committed. can see that you have fallen in love with me (: haha. but why at this time ? when both of us have fallen deep, gotten t know each other better, so used t each other, then you have t go into army ): ): ): it is really gg t hit me badly. im so used t calling you when im having my break time. im so used t seeing you wait for me outside my school gate. im so used to meeting you for dinner. im so used t chatting on the phone with you till 2am or 3am plus. im so used t giving you morning call, telling you, 'good morning baby, i missyou
baby, it is really hard t kick off this habit. it is a good habit for me, and you. baby idk what t do. even after 2weeks, we can only meet during weekends. from monday t thurs, i cant call you as and when i like. when im sad, you wont be there for me anymore. baby i need you, badly ): it really hurts me badly to see you cry so badly today. it really fucking hurts. when you tell me, 'baby you must take good care of yourself k', it hurts so badly. it feels as though you were gg t leave me. whenever i nearly trip, lucky your hand is thre t grab hold of me. w/o you, idk i will trip how many times ):
BABY )':
i will honour my words and fulfill all the promises that i've made.



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MONDAY

after school, i met baby and we went t ps. baby caught a mickey's hand for me! :DDDD i must admit that baby is really damn pro in catching soft toys. haha my bed is flooded with all the soft toys that he gave me ^^ baby treated me t fish market.





YESTERDAY/ TUESDAY



baby's damn sweet (: he woke up early in the morning, and sent me t school! that was the first time my boyf sent me t school in the morning (:
ended lessons at 12. thn i accompanied esk t cp and had lunch at subway (: htht! esk, no matter what, you still have the MOs, we will always be here for you (:

baby thn came t find me. received a damn shocking news. dearest was admitted t hospital. i was damn fucking worried ok.
baby and i thn went t town and caught 'Threads of Destiny' before meeting yanming. thn we went t visit dearest.


DEAREST:
please please please take good care of yourself. everyone is so concerned about you, please treasure your own life. i may sound very harsh, but it's all for your own good. i dont care whether you will be angry with me or not, but i can tell you. if you DO THAT AGAIN, YOU CAN JOLLY WELL SAY BYEBYE TO OUR FRIENDSHIP AND IM DAMN SERIOUS. rmbr our promise ? hope you wont break it.
it's not worth it t do that for a guy, whom you only knew for barely a month. i hope you will wake up and think maturely, alright. <3



TODAY

baby came t fetch me from school today! he caught another soft toy for me! haha

17 July, Friday


after lessons, i went straight t sembawang t meet baby, haroy and qiang. qiang treated me t mochi! cause he owed me one. haha. thn we headed t jurong east for swimming (: the saddest thing was that the lifeguard said that i had t take off my shirt. i did not want, cause i dont wanna get sunburnt. somemore the water made my eyes damn itchy. infection :/ in the end i went into the water for 5 minutes only. thn i came up -.- lucky gt this girl, isabella, was there t accompany me. she's friendly (:

had dinner at nearby's coffeeshop. thn huat came t fetch us. he drove us t west coast! haha im elated lah, cause i wanted t rollerblade. but there aint any rental shop there -.- baby and i thn went t take a stroll. sweet sweet :D

at night, baby, qiang ym and i went t yishun OCC. i watched them play number ball (:
it was a tiring and boring day. im so nt used t not having my contacts on ):


18th July, Saturday


baby came over my house in the afternoon. initially we were very sweet. then something happened. it really struck me badly and i felt damn fucking hurt :/ i then went t meet esk and bel. just couldnt hold back my tears.

baby, im really sorry t make you sad and hurt you these few days. i swear i dont mean it. i really hope we can last long. i dont wanna leave you. im sorry that im very rash at times, thanks for understanding me and insisting that we should settle everything. if not, i guess ..........
i must admit our characters are totally different, but miraculously, we can click very very well. i feel that only you can control me, i will only listen t you, i will only feel helpless cause of you. everything is 'ONLY BECAUSE OF YOU'
baby, i love you. trust me ok (:

everything's fine now! but we couldnt make it for dinner at sakura ): baby and i then headed t kovan and had dinner at thai express. baby treated me! :D thn we met eileen. supposedly we wanted t go t rebel but in the end nvr. only baby went there, with ym they all (:
dearest and i went back t hougang's macs. htht :DDDDDDDD thrashed a lot of things out. dearest im so glad that you're always there for me when i need you. i really need you t scold me and wake me up. i really should cherish my baby. i love both of you ttm (: (: (:


TODAY

went t ahma's house in the afternoon. a lot of my aunts, uncles and cousins came over. it was damn lively over there. im sure ahma would be very glad if she was around. today was a happy day. cause early in the morning, i greeted baby gd morning, told him i miss him. and on the bus, i gave up my seat t an old man. idk why but im so high. then at ahma house, we played blackjack and i won 40bucks! HOHOHO :D
but the sad thing is that i couldnt get t meet baby today ):

BABY I MISS YOU

13 July
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TWIN (:

that day i ended lessons at 2pm. thn i went t bishan and accompany baby for awhile. met MOs at around 4plus. thn we headed t causeway point. saw JL! :x initially wanted t dine in seoul garden, but the price's quite steep. so we settled down in breeks cafe. the dishes are rather appetizing and it is cheap! htht sessions with my beloved MOs (: I LOVE MOS TTM ^^

15July, Wednesday

ended lessons at 11am, cause assembly was cancelled. had lunch in school and was planning where t go. cause we had 4hours t spare. thn LX suggested gg t kittie's house! LX, esk bel and i thn went over (: sleep awhile at kittie's house and slacked. after that we met twin and headed back t school for odac. it was water PT yesterday. i had menses thus i couldnt play ): lucky gt bel's accompany.

baby was super super sweet! he was afraid i would lose my way then he insisted me t wait for him at amk swimming complex. and you know what, he walked all the way from bishan ite to amk swimming complex! im so touched :D SMWARRRRKS!
had dinner with him at macs (: walked around and went t playground. sweet sweet sweet ^^

and it was our 100th day together that day!


16th July, today

woke up early in the morning and realize that i could hardly open my eyes. my eyes had been feeling itchy for the past few nights. and this morning my eyes were damn swollen :x went t school for awhile thn realy couldnt take it. went home at around 11am plus. slept for awhile, thn baby came over t look after me.

beloved baby prince,
i really cherish all the times that i spent with you. i guess today is the saddest day that we ever had. but we had endured through it. i promise i wouldnt leave you, neither could you. i love you ttm. i have fallen deeply in love with you baby.
8 more days with you ):

i must admit that initially i was gg t blog about how sian and sad i am today. cause in the morning i thought gp and econs lessons will return our papers, but both did not. wasted my time man. i should have only gone t sch at 11am. whole day was rotting in school. the only happy thing was that our group managed t complete our WR! only left a little bit. HAHA feel so accomplished. but when i reached home, wanted t find people to acconpany me, but everyone is SO BUSY that im left alone.


but now im feeling soooo much better cause i found another happy thing today! which is : baby is coming over t meet me now! cause he misses me and obviously, i miss him too :D yanming and qiang will be coming too!
BABY I LOVE YOU (:




HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAMMIE!

HAPPY THIRD MONTH BABY (: <3

ended lessons at 1pm today. baby came t fetch me! :D i always look forward t seeing him outside my school gate ^^ baby accompanied me home first while i go and bath. meanwhile he went t boss' house first.

we headed t dhoby ghaut (: my baby was super hungry so we lunched at hongkong cafe. he ordered A LOT of dishes, and expected, he couldnt finish them :x HAHA.
caught the movie, ICE AGE. hilarious and cute. nice movie (: baby treated me t both lunch and movie :x and i bought ben&jerry's ice cream! choc fudge brownie, yummy*

baby is superrrrrr sweeeeeeeeet :D simply love him t bits and pieces. HAHA. after movie we went t arcade. we spent almost 50bucks on a kuromi! and it was meant t be given t bananie for his birthday present. anyway. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BANANIE!

headed t hg plaza and met esk, bella, boss and bananie. accompanied baby t play pool (:
you're simply soooo charming when you're playing pool ;D



not gg t meet baby for the next 2 days. gonna miss him a lot ):

im home! feeling super full after the steamboat dinner :x


this afternoon went out with cheryl and dearest. THREESOME! :D it's been a really really long time since the 3 of us last went out together. super happy today! they were full of craps. haha. we headed t vivo first, for our thai express! ^^ after that went shopping. i bought 2 panties from F21! super cute xD

thn dearest and i went t ps t meet baby they all while cheryl went t meet her friends. initially wanted t accompany baby t temple, but it was raining. huat came t fetch us in his lorry! :D he's very good, he sent us t tpy before heading home.

thn baby, jinqiang and yanming went t play number ball.
headed t novena at around 7pm. met the mongs (:



baby i promise in the future, i will tell you everything. i hope we can always remain this sweet (: I LOVE YOU TTM :D

i studied a lot today! *claps claps* ( twin is gg t comment about my lj sealion again. HAHA)

stupid jeremy is using the phone, so i cant call baby. miss him ttm. i wanna listen t your choice, i wanna crap with you, i wanna be kiddy with you ^^


my friday and saturday is dedicated t my beloved ong weiquan. haha. looking forward t tmr! LAST PAPER! hope bio paper will nt be a tough one.


GET WELL SOON ESKIMO!
gg t watch boys over flower now, while waiting for jeremy.




I LOVE YOU!

chem paper was totally screwed up. i guess out of 80, i cant even score 20 :x just fail, nvm. haha

had thai for dinner with dearest, fake dearest and baby (: YUMMY. thai food is the best!

after that went t arcade and played pool too. we were all trying t cheer dearest up. and her mood really became better after listening t our craps (: HAHA.
thn we walked home. i just reached home!

baby, im so elated t see you today! it's been 2 days since we last meet up
i wanna meet you everyday i wanna meet you everyday i wanna meet you everyday (:

i promise i will try t make time for you, despite how busy i am. cause you're my priority ^^ BABY I LOVE YOU. XOXO