1.9.07 ♥
♥ 8:55 PM
jux reach hm! jux nw went t ahma hse :DDD i'm so happy. cox nw ii cn pay my offerings t ahma le. finally her tablet ishh hm! :DD had a mahjong session wib selina deardear & uncle jux nw. hahas. thn marmiie said tt she ishh gg t pei me buy e bbq food on mon (:
ii've learnt t treasure all those ard me le.
conflicts conflicts & conflicts. enough of all these
i've seen through evrything & all those ard me
ii treasure my loved ones.
esp deardear xDD
whether i'm sad or happy. my darling can see & tell. this shows hw muchh she care bout me :D
we share happiness & sorrows together. whn thre ishh something we are unhappy bout. ii learnt t voice out. ib ii voice out bt someone ishh nt happy. thn fergt it.
one shld learn t take in & give out. euu cnt expect ppl t compromiise wib euu EVERYTIME.
everyone deserves a 2nd chnce. you & me. we all nd tt chnce. we shld also try t solve misunderstandings. ii tried my best le. bt ii jux feel tt e prob between us is nt the misunderstandings. thre ishh a big gap. a real gap. we jux cnt communicate like we once did. this gap has grown between us w/o us realizing. mayb it's jus tt euu hab a diff way of expressing. bt for me. ii'm a person who nd ppl t show cncern nn really care f me whn i'm feeling down. bt ii seriously cnt get tt cncern frm euu. perhaps euu don't show by actions. euu show it in ur heart. bt idk hw t appreciate tt type of concern. hw cn euu possibly ask me t noe tt euu care f me whn i'm crying bt euu dn console me ? i'm sorry ii cnt do it. terribly sorry. we can still b friends. normal friends (: hope euu think things through. i'll continue t be thre f euu whn euu nd me (: bt. ii seriously hope tt euu do will gib ppl another chance. it's nt easy t hab an r/s wib a guy. it needs fate. euu hab knew him f gg 3yrs. euu really bear t let go ? stop kidding. it's impossible lahh. everybody needs time t chnge. ii seriously cn c that he care f euu. dn throw tantrums anymore. euu noe tt nw ishh a crucial period for me, for you, and for him. it's o lvl mind euu! euu are too used t HIM. that y euu feel tt a boyfriend shld b thre f euu whenever euu nd him. his results totally sarks. as you can see. if it was you. ii believe euu also will mug hard.
so. sort things out & think it through k.
perhaps aft reading this post. euu might b angry wib me. but. this are really my thoughts. hope you understand.